Saturday, November 21, 2009

bila harus memilih....

hidup ini bereti pilihan
setiap makhluk yg tercipta
punyai hak
memilih....
dan dipilih....

jadi seandainya kamu tidak terpilih
oleh sang pemilih
sentiasalah memilih Tuhan-Mu
kerana Dia Maha tahu
siapakah yang benar-benar terpilih di antara kita
kerana Dia Maha tahu
sebaik-baik pilihan untukmu
kerana Dia sentiasa memilih kamu
walau kau alpa tidak memilih-Nya....

dan demi pilihan itu
aku berdoa kepada pilihan Maha Agung
semoga takdirnya memilih aku
sebagai takdir

Amin....


Thursday, November 19, 2009

hati dua alam

sulit untuk aku ungkap
andai ada yang bertanya
apa rasa aku sekarang
kerana hati aku sering
punya dua rasa berbeza
dalam waktu yang sama

kerana aku benci engkau
tapi aku tetap rindu
kerana aku senyum melihat gambar kita
tapi aku juga menangis
kerana aku gembira terlihat engkau
tapi dalam masa yang sama aku sedih
kerana walau aku disisi seribu manusia
tanpamu aku tetap rasa sunyi

sedangkan cinta juga dua hati
cinta seharusnya membawa bahagia
tetapi mengapa lebih banyak yang derita kerananya

lantas
bagaimana aku harus terus hidup
dengan hati dua alam ini.....



Monday, November 16, 2009

untitled

i miss you....

Saturday, November 14, 2009

i wish...

I thought I forgot you…
Haha
But when I’m doing everything alone
I wish I’m doing it with you
There’s so much I wanna do with you

Take a morning walk
Playing at the ground
Cycling during weekend
Riding the marry go round
Eating sushi
Picnicking on the evening
Mailing me during the class
Watching movies
Playing the photo booth
Eating ice cream
Calling me during I miss you
Taking photos
Going to the zoo
Shopping
Watching football
Thousands more….

I wish….

I can talk to you
I can hear your voice
I can feel your breath again
I can comb your hair
I can touch your hand
I can have your heart again

Who needs you
When I can have you
By just closing my eyes
You’re right here next to me
Haha

I’m not feeling lonely
I just….
Miss you….

Thursday, November 12, 2009

my heart keep making u turn....why i love him???dont ask me......i'm also want to ask myself the same question...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

lost in love...

i know im not supposed to give up...
but when you're not giving any chance...

this evening,i try to find a new road...
the road that not remind me of you....
a road that will take me far away from you....
it feels like finding a new life....
a life that far away from you....
a new life....

as i take the road...
the cold breeze make me feel refresh..
it's great to have a new scenery....
but sometimes i miss the road that i've taken about half year....
there's your smile there...
there's my smile...
there's our smile....

if it's too hard to forget...
i ran away from them....

then i fell down....
when i feel like the whole world is laughing at me when i fall...
i know that im not supposed to cry...
stand up again...
suddenly i get lost....
can't find my way back....
i need to stop,and think....
where to go,what's the right path....
i keep smile and say that i'm okay...
i can find it....
then i came to the right choice....

it's like searching for a true love...
i might fall down...
get hurt....
fascinated by that moment...
get lost....
but the end....
i've got only one destination....
a true love......
whether it's you,
or not......

i quit this game....

have a nice day sayang....thank you for everything....good bye...i love you



Thursday, November 5, 2009

my thoughts....

Nur Amalia: don't be too cool...also don't be hot tempered...moderation is always the best
Nur Amalia: haha
Nur Amalia: kalo cool sgt
Nur Amalia: due2 tamau ckp
Nur Amalia: kalo hot tempered
Nur Amalia: due2 nak bercakap
Nur Amalia: habis sape nak ckp sape nak dgr?

..........shin....*daun2 gugur*................