Tuesday, October 19, 2010

sometimes

i promised to myself not to write any sentimental things here,but isn't promises are meant to be broken?

well actually,most of the times...rasa rendah diri bila

*kena buat kerja grouping n ends up like,im not giving any help pon because of the language barrier
*kena present,lagi skali,macam tak membantu pon
*bile tgk result,org dapat A+ n for me,cuka takat pass je.well sebenarnya kena syukurlah pass,tapi still...
*bila buat something cthnya experiment,kadang2 byk tak paham dr paham
*bila tgk org lawa n kurus.
*bila tgk org gembira.yes im happy,tapi deep inside,there's something that i cant describe it with words.
*bila kena buat kerja skolah n taktau mcm mana nak buat.
*bila tgk org lain bersama rakan2.yeah,i do have friends,but they're far away from me.tapi syukur dorg selalu ada utk saya
*bila kelas satu ape pon tak paham.

yes i know i should be proud of myself sebab tak semua org dapat peluang utk berada di tempat saya skrg.
sometimes i wish i wasn't here,but i know,there's no turning back.
i should find ways to improve my skills and so on.tapi sebab saya cuma manusia biasa,yg ada rase kecewa,penat,sedih dll.

for this time only,can i just sit, and cry?

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