Sunday, July 31, 2011

derma darah dan selamat berpuasa..

hari sabtu lepas pertama kali derma darah.sikit excited heh.
sempena nak bulan Ramadhan ni ape salahnya kita buat amal kebajikan lebih...

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muka org excited haha.
tapi apa yang penting,before kita boleh derma darah kan ade medical check kan.so dari situ dapat tgk,tekanan darah pun dah kurang berbanding last time buat medical check up masa bulan 4 lepas,tak ingat exactly berapa tapi rasanya dalam 140/90 mmHg,heartbeat sampai 90 per minute ape ke hal nya..yup,mmg tinggi.masa tu mmg sungguh2 stress dengan mcm2,masalah emosi,tak cukup tidur,kerja banyak masalah banyak,makan tak tentu,lepas tu berat pun taknak berat nak dekat2 overweight pulak kan.

now its not semua masalah dah takde.hidup kalau tak de masalah mungkin bukan hidup.maybe i've learn how to encounter each of them slowly?hmm

so this time tekanan darah dah kurang jadi around hmmm berapa ek?125/75 mmHg?lebih kurang la tak ingt.heartbeat pun dah kurang jadi 70++ per minute.tak ingaaatt..nurse tu tulis laju sgt.

a healthy diet really make a big different.
no oily food,fast food,sweets etc2...
jogging and exercising..
but its just sooooo hard!!!
Tuhan je yang tau macam mana susahnya.
lagi2 untuk manusia yang kat atas ni yang tak makan sayur n buah.
the only sayur yg boleh makan is mix vege,n buah pun setakat berry2 n kismis?
sadis...

if only i can eat veges n fruits i dont think it'll be as hard as this..
i certainly will eat salad for most of my meals..sob3..
im worried,mcm mana agaknya balik malaysia nanti.
makanan malaysia semuanya membimbangkan..
not that they're sooo bad,tapi diri sendiri yg tak boleh nak control nafsu makan kot.

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tangan yang dah berbalut

tak amik gambar masa derma sebab datang sorg2,takde org nak amikkan gambar.sebenarnya tak sakit pun rupanya derma darah.sakitla sikit masa mula2 cucuk tu but then dah tak sedar pun tup2 dah habis amik,dok borak2 ngan nurse yang baik tu.that's one of the thing that i love about japanese people.they're so kind and friendly,tambah2 lagi bila kita tahu cakap bahasa diorg,berton2 dapat pujian.yes diorg mmg mulut manis,kita mesti akan cakap 'alah tah ye tah tidak dorg puji tu ikhlas' but hey,something nice that make you smile isn't a bad thing kan?
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the counter untuk daftar.

ramai sebenarnya org yang datang derma darah ni,budak2 sekolah pun ade datang.that is so impressive.sebab tak pernah derma darah kat malaysia,kinda wonder,kalau kat malaysia pun seramai ni ke org derma darah?

org yg jaga kaunter tu sebenarnya sgt risau bila nampak foreigner masuk because they think that they need to speak in english.haha dont worry,lecture punya bahasa jepun lebih complicated dari ni,im used to it.


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the card that we get after the blood donation.

perempuan boleh derma darah setiap 4 bulan sekali.
n i think im gonna do it once in 4 months mulai dari skrg.
it's a good thing right?helping other people that might need our blood to continue their life.
and it's also good for our health,for the blood circulation.
so i can't see any reason not to do it.
im happy that i know i can help other people.
maybe because im not really happy with things going on around me right now?
i dont know

when you're not happy,the best thing to do is,try to make people around you happy.:)

selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat islam baik di mana juga kita berada.
semoga Ramadhan kali ni kita dilimpahi dengan barakah dari-Nya insyaAllah..
Amin...

wont be uploading any cover during this Ramadhan.




p/s:'Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much,
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today...'

Monday, July 25, 2011

punching bag

seriously need a punching bag right now.siapa rela?

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

그럴 겁니다… 잊을 겁니다…



I will forget you...
Starting today...
I don’t know you...
I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I’m okay...
I forgot everything...
I’m happy with my busy life...
I’ve met a great person too...

Love is always like this...
It fades away after some time...
Can’t even remember it...

When love goes away...
another love comes again...
It definitely will...
Even if it hurts now...
it will heal a little later...
It will forget...
I will too...

It’s not difficult...
I will forget everything after today...
I’m just getting used to my changed life...

Love is always like this...
It fades away after some time...
Can’t even remember it...

I will erase everything...
I definitely will...

When love goes away...
another love comes again...
It definitely will...
Even if tears fall now...
I will smile a little later...
I will forget you...
Just like a wound heals...
I will...
I will...
I will forget you...




p/s:i will forget you...

Sunday, July 24, 2011

down


everything's going down,down,down......

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

no need to tell me.

i have no intention on bragging myself.
in fact,if you think im bragging myself right now,
its up to you.
your brain,your thought.
kalau masa sekolah rendah selalu top3,
sekolah menengah mungkin kadang2 masuk top10
kadang2 terkeluar,
AAJ?well hmm nak kata makin teruk tu tak tapi tak stabil.
but now,
to be rank as 53rd place daripada 56 org,
its just,
disappointing me....
well at least there are 3 japanese people below me.
that hardly score even though they learn all this stuff in their own language.

but stil....
sebenarnya,baik tak payah tau.
dari awal dah tau nak jd top12 so that dapat priority untuk pilih lab mana nak masuk,
itu adelah mustahil.

mungkin sepatutnya tak payah amik result tu hari ni.

so,in your eyes,
do i still look like im bragging myself?

-_-"




p/s:3 more weeks to go.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Because I Miss You


Always under exactly the same sky,
always exactly the same day
Other than you're not being here,
there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile,
want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened,
smiling to live my days

Miss you,miss you so much,
because I miss you so much...
Everyday all by myself,
calling and calling you...
Want to see you,want to see you,
because I want to see you so much...
Now it’s like I have this habit,
keep calling out your name...
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go,
not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much,
because I miss you so much...
Everyday all by myself,
calling and calling you...

Want to see you,want to see you,
because I want to see you so much...
Now it’s like I have this habit,
keep calling out your name...
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday,
it feels like I’m gonna die...
what should I do?

Love you, love you,
I love you...
I hadn’t even spoken the words,
I just let you go
Sorry, sorry,
do you hear my words?
My late confession,
can you hear it?
I love you...





alone


p/s:Other than you're not being here,
there’s nothing different at all...

annoying

benda yang paling annoying
bila berat sampai satu tahap dah tak reti2 nak turun..!!!!
pfffftttt rasa nak mengamuk pun ada.
panas2 ni buat rasa semua benda annoying,
even tgk diri sendiri dalam cermin pun annoying grrrrrrr....
rasa nak tumbuk org pun ada!

please lah cepat sikit habis exam ni!
arghhhhhh



p/s:ntahlah,mungkin sindrom hormon tak stabil grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

The Climb





'Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side,
It's the climb...'



Tuesday, July 12, 2011

우리 다시 만나요..



I must've been wrong
I must've believed that you were someone who passes by
I didn't realize that it was this painful
I thought it would just sting and go away quickly
I thought love was just a common thing

But strangely, as the days pass by
As I quickly try to meet other people
You become more focused in my life
You stay inside my head
Did I love you this much?

How are you? Are you like me?
Is your heart hurting like mine?
We just can't.. We just can't seperate
Let's meet again.. We should meet again
Like before...

As I remember the past
As I count the precious memories
There was no one like you
You were so good to me
I can see you better from afar...

How are you? Are you like me?
Is your heart hurting like mine?
We just can't.. We just can't seperate
Let's meet again.. We should meet again
Like before...

I'll go there first and wait for you
At the place where we first met..

Perhaps you aren't coming back because you don't know how I feel
Maybe it's a good thing that we've tried breaking up
Maybe it's a good thing that I've tried living without you
Now I realize how much I want you..
Now I.. Now I love you...
More than you love me..




p/s:sigh....

Monday, July 11, 2011

entahlah

esok paper first.

organic chemistry.

entahlah.

senang ckp,sebenarnya tak paham ape pun ape yang belajar sampai skrg.

mungkin bukan untuk organic chem je,subjek lain pun byk yg tak paham.

nak tawakal pun,

berbanding tawakal,

mungkin harus pasrah.

entahlah.

betul-betul entah.

p/s:damnlah!!!!binatang paling membencikan bila summer da start2 muncul!besa pulak tu lipas rumah ni.bongoklaaaaa....haih.nak tido pun tak tenang

Thursday, July 7, 2011

the battle

11/7 organic chemistry final exam
14/7 repeat paper:environmental hygiene lab test
15/7 microbiology final exam
19/7 radioactive lab test
22/7 radioactive lab report deadline
25/7 drug and therapy test
27/7 pharmacognosy final exam
1/8 pharmaceutics final exam
2/8 radiochemistry final exam
3/8 health and pharmaceutical final exam
4/8 english for medical final exam

and ade lagi 4 paper final yg tatau bila lagi,dan jugak mungkin paper exam akan bertambah tgh2 tu disebabkan tak pass so kena amik repeat exam

the battle hasn't even started,but the confidence level won't go up.
the truth is,im kinda scared.
too many things to do.
one month of final exam is certainly not fun!hmm

please Allah,make everything easier for me,and whenever i fail on something,don't let me disappointed and sad.

always remind me that if i fail,i just need to try it again until i succeed.kan?

Amin.

p/s:good luck for your final exam too.im praying for your success from far away...